i am inspired. yes by sweets. n i believe it's gonna be a life changing experience for me. no more excuses for myself, no more crying, no more 'im still young i can play throughout the night n go to work' crap, no more fooling around. it's time to grow up, as much as i dont want to.

come to think of it, im gonna be 21 this yr. my placement is tmr. n it's gonna be serious stuff cos i'll be dealing with people's lives. YES, people's lives, n it's no laughing matter. I set my heart into doing well for this placement cos it has been my passion to do social work though i dont really know if im cut out for it.

though i look like im stoning when u'll telling me stuff abt growing up, discipline n responsibilities, im really thinking. n thanks. cos it's a great motivation for me (: I was thinking it's time to face reality cos i ran out of excuses for myself already.

on a lighter tone, i had lotsa fun today. went for wanni's bbq n met up with the nuts n 2 maha bodhians. the bbq ended with us doing childish stuff like putting ice into each others clothes and pouring water onto one another. it was crazy n dirty eeek! then sweets n me spent the whole night at ecp just lying on the mat, looking at the stars and talking. it was nice n we do it every holidays. (: yepp n today was the last time we can relax n just enjoy each others company cos we'll be real busy after that. ya we can still meet up n stuff but it'll be hard to spend such quality time tog. our day ended with mac breakfast n yepp now its like 730am now n im waiting for my hair to dry before i sleep.